the immensity of defense struck me today
the image in my mind of spending gazillions of dollars
to kill people
to lock them up
to lock ALL OUR THINGS up
and we call it/think of it as SECURITY/SAFETY
ALL OUR TIME IS SPENT TRYING TO PROTECT OURSELVES from each other
holy shit!!!!
no wonder we have relationship "problems".....
of course if we hate each other, we have a "problem" loving each other...
it doesn't even make sense to say it.....
this is our mind!!!!!!
my mind!!!
i own it!!!
i see it!
we have taken the most dangerous drug ever:
FEAR
and are overcome by complete PARANOIA...
we see it
we see it
we SEE IT!!!!
Hurray!!!
good news at last!!!
that means we have been given help
what in the hell do i do now?@!! that i chose this!!@?
i see that i don't really want this,
what is the most radical thing i can do?
how do i leave this mess behind?
i smile
i am free
i laugh at it
that i ever thought this could possibly bring me happiness
i call up my dear innocent holy friend
and i tell her my latest ego drama
and we LAUGH AND LAUGH AND LAUGH OUR HEADS OFF!!!
we are free!!!!!!!!
Holy Spirit help me to see the HUMOR in this????
we haven't put Funny in a straightjacket like we have Love.
Sometime we think of Love as "serious".....
Heavens, no!
so we go with funny!
Holy Humor!
Tell a joke!
it's universal!
it's a radical new way of seeing a situation
we watch the drama with a Friend
and see that it is really a ridiculous comedy!
the gazillion dollars spent on killing people in the name of our safety
represents how much we hate ourselves--it is but the attack we have on our Self.
It's an image of how much we are in denial of God!
So today we opt out
we don't buy it
instead we give ourselves some Outrageous Love!!!
that's just another name for Truth/God/Reality
and we laugh as we never have before.......
love to each and everyone of you,
Joy
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