ohhhh....

i fell in love with my son today

though he is dead

i met him

again

for the very first time

i saw him

without my violence

without my fear

without my veil

i saw him sitting there

playing video games

without my hate

of violence

i saw the Love

that sat in the chair

oh dear dear dear

Son of God

i am so sorry

i ever

gave you my jacket of guilt

to wear

what a heavy garment

for an innocent child

i love to know

it touched you not

i love to see

you shining yet

i love to see the Love of God

shining in you now

reflecting back at me

thank you for your Power, tiny Child

thank you for your Holiness

thank you

for saving me

from my lies

thank you

for this birth

of

Truth