FEEL it

we let go of all concepts of space

of backwards and forwards

up and down

left and right

and the All

fills us

we FEEL it

Peace has no dimensions

Oneness

Wholeness

Fullness

radiates

the only way 

to know it

is to FEEL it

 we do that by letting go

of everything we think

we know

 we FEEL God 

and God enters the room 

as us

endless

the party continues...

because

God is in my mind

quiet gold

in quiet

in defenselessness

is Heaven 

i spread  my arms

hands cupped

ready to receive

i open wide  the cupboard doors of my chest

in defenselessness

in quiet mind

 all things seen and heard

all words, all thoughts

are trans-formed

what were once 

sharp pointed darts

speedily piercing the target

in my cupboard

are now

 soft kisses

warmly received

 landing so gently 

and lovingly

and remaining forever

in this quiet space

i listen for the gold

in every word

honesty gives me everything

i want

i would not defend against it

but welcome it 

with relief

mating call

all calls for love

are calling for their mate thought--

a mating call

how beautiful is this

a call to make love

in our mind

with our thought

to put Love back together

to truly join

to see love

in the other thought

to see love

deep within

every thought

in this vision

is

 Oneness

is 

the Ultimate Completion of Thought

the mating season

is here now and always

no protection needed.....:-)

mother's love

hush little baby,

don't you cry,

mama's gonna sing

you a lullabye...

we watch 

our thoughts

we listen

to our thoughts

like a mama

who loves her baby

we listen to the infant

uneducated

mistaken

perfect

we play with the baby

showing her different possibilities

trying things out playfully 

and so gently

we watch her miss

and try again and again

and we laugh

all the while

loving the relationship

with no doubt of success

mama knows her baby learns 

and will pick it up 

when the time is exactly right

there is no forcing

no pushing

no frustration

just the gentle joy 

of watching the beauty  of each moment

it doesn't matter when

the only thing that really matters

is the Love between them now

the cherishing of every moment

the intense Love she feels for her baby

the baby is perfect right where she is

and she knows that she is not really

a baby at all,

but only Herself

shining back at Her

All Joy

the Mother's Joy is complete

right now

true love

perhaps the most deeply loving thing anyone, anything, any situation, our body, the world.... can ever do for us

is to not give us what we want

so we can find out

 that what we thought we wanted

wasn't what we really deeply wanted

we were attached to a lie

and we didn't know it

and that

is what we really wanted: 

 to find out 

the truth

unstoppable

she eats breakfast

she goes running

she finds new exciting ideas

with passion

to share

and connects/communicates with others

fire IS in her belly

she is not hurt

no, she is alive

and burning with love

and desire

and light 

and truth

her passion IS UNSTOPPABLE

impossible to extinguish

it is but gaining momentum

fusion of all ideas

melting all distinctions

defatigueable

tireless

far far more than adequate

Joy burns day and night

once hidden from our sight

now we see the flames in the window

our House is lit up like never before

we care not for the old timbers

the old structure

its purpose done

we let it go

rejoicing

open 

open 

open 

to the light

that is all we now can see

newborn babies

seeing the world for the first time

wise

wisdom is efficient

it's the short road

the shortcut

you need go nowhere

wisdom says

you are all Joy

now

we sing and we sing and we sing and we sing

right here and now

there is nowhere else to go

 nothing else to do

only Love

everywhere

all the time

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!

mail

clear out the mailbox

all the hate letters you've been sending to yourself

oh dear child

look at the nonsense

hatemail from me to me

i love the light on this!

now i would only send myself love letters!

odes to Joy

miracles!

 a new world

i would send letters of Innocence

rebirth announcements

restoration agreements

sanity

the carpet cleaners have come

and are asking us in this moment

would you love the earth beneath your feet

or curse the ground, the premise

from which all your thinking originates?

where do you stand?

only Kindness 

is possible

gratitude

isn't gratitude the means for joy?

it sees what is

and rejoices

it doesn't deny

gratitude is open eyes

ingratitude, our eyes are shut

oh, let us be awake today

let us open wide

stretch out

from under the lies

we've been holding in front of our face

vision knows there is so much  more

vision is our heart

looking outward to see itself

and gratitude 

is for the sparkling mirror

it lays its eyes upon

clean

i love the cleanness

hold onto nothing

how light this must be

to hold no thought apart from God

apart from Truth

to hold no thought at all

to hold absolutely

no thing

no value

no idea

no concept

simply openness

no constriction

no construction

no manufacturing

no cities and skyscrapers intruding on Heaven

nothing man-made

only Natural Material:

Spirit

Light

Freedom

this

is restoration

breathing space

breathing space is health

wholeness

silence is full

rich

nourishing

we open to all that lies within

unnoticed

always ready

always waiting

with intense desire to spill into our awareness

silent burning love

so respectful

so honoring

our meaningless silly wishes

our deaf ears

our parties and morning after fights

oh you dear dear dear angel

you dear reflection of all that I am

the most precious divine being

I love you

I love you

I love you

thank you for being

thank you for the Joy you bring Me

thank you for blessing my Life

take off the glasses

fire is not good or bad

nothing is good or bad

there is only Love

it's all loving

it's all helpful

it's all the same

God is

Godfire

God is in the flames

the blackened walls

the broken toilet

the soggy wood

the wilted paintings

or I don't exist

an electrical fire

is as natural as a forest fire

there is no difference

form must change

the body must go

it is the purpose of time

fire clears the way

the old growth

the ancient forest

the thick heavy stands

that we thought would last forever

are going

making way for the new

for space

for the meadow 

for the sunshine

for the enriching nutrients

for new perception

good bye spinning fan that went nowhere but in circles

good bye toilet hero--who knew that you would end your life in such a glorious heroic

way of putting out a fire and saving the rest of the house...

good bye paintings...thank you for the experience of creating you

thank you God

for showing me that there is nothing to fear

we wash everything in the house

just like we do our laundry

standing face to face with our fear

is the gift we all desire more than anything

it is the moment we can be free of it

like a brother who jumps out from behind the door and tries to make us jump

we can simply remain at ease 

and see there is nothing to fear

we are no longer fooled

and we are so grateful it is so

now is the gift of conviction

expanded and strengthened

what else could i possibly want

you do not ask to much of life,

but far too little

you would give up Everything

for this one little thing

but only Everything will ever satisfy

no fire can ever take anything real away

I  LOVE THIS!!!

amen,

Joy

 

piracy

i will only the end of piracy

i would seek to rob no other ship of its treasure

i would not attack someone else

because i have attacked myself

looking outward for treasure

because i believe i have none of my own

i return my focus to this ship

and see all the treasure is forever

in the hold

no treasure map needed

no X marks the spot

no desert island

only Home

right here

right now

upon the Sea of God

so much love and gratitude, 

Joy

no matter what....

without a stressful thought

about any situation

we can get playful

now inspiration and humor can enter

a fire can be the cause of tears....

or a  spiritual slumber party....

thank you, Universe, 

for slumber parties and friends

that help wake us up....

no matter what the situation

only be quiet

only be quiet

you need no rule but this (wb p226)

do not be fooled by old reruns

that flash upon the screen of your mind

they are not live

they are not happening

they were taped long long long ago

and made up

ancient images of littleness, lack, separateness, scarcity

we've watched so many times we came to identify with them

it's just a movie

it's not true

we are the watcherlistener

In quiet I receive God's Word today(L125)

quiet = receive

He is never judged, but only sanctified(wbp225)

we are sanctified

purified

released

freed

by grace

from these ancient images

we are not the movie

we are free

we are Love

we are pure Light

God

now is God in everything I see

all i look upon is sanctified

not judged

only be quiet

you need no rule but this

love, Joy

love the storm

something seems to leave

now there is an open space

is it empty?

or 

is it full?

fear sees nothing

Holy Spirit

sees only potential

jump on it!

or cringe?

i jump on it!

i look forward to correcting my thinking

can you be absolutely certain it's true that you are a body?

no, I am Spirit--soft and supple

i look forward to uncovering/discovering the Truth

i look forward to uncovering/discovering my strength

my invulnerability

my Light

my ReSourceFullness

my Humor

my  unstoppable flow

seeing God in All

what is behind this?

what surprises are in store?

oh my goodness,

i had no idea that was in me!!!

oh what Joy is behind every cloud!!!!

i greet the rain with open arms, open heart, and open mind!

Love the storm

it's where the lightning is!

love and gratitude,

Joy

empty

sometimes i think the thought

that i am empty

i find out when i write

that i am not empty,

but full

of denial

full of defenses

fear is a defense

a shield

an illusion

to try to make you stop

going toward Love

and go in another seeming direction

the only way out

of fear

is to be with it

one way out of emptiness

is to write about it

it lets you look at it

in a new way

it slows the mind

way down

so you can see

where the errors are

you can see

the holes

in the argument

now there is space

for a new thought

we empty the mind

of the thought of emptiness

and the awareness

of wholeness returns

prior to thought

in the beginning

peace

before time

peace

before the thought of upset

peace

we remain

prior to thought

we remain 

being

we remain Joy

we are not bodies

we are not form of any kind

nor limited in any way

by any thought

we are FREE

right now

only this is true

love,

Joy

don't fight yourself

everything is easy

when you don't fight yourself

accept what you are

i am a bird

that loves to sing

i love to fly around

from one thing to another

i love to play

i love to experiment

to explore

to be still

to stop 

to wait

totally empty

i love to be open

so there's space 

for revelation

everything is easy

when you lay down your plan, 

your idea

and simply listen

to what comes through the receiver

Mind is infinite

we are all constantly connected

to all Joy

all Wisdom

all Light

that is

Heaven is now!

everything is easy

when you don't fight yourself

and goodness and mercy shall follow us all the days of our life,

Joy

the gift of nothing

the airlines but reflect back to us
the price we pay to carry our luggage

it does take a great deal of effort
it does take up a great deal of our attention

how much value do we place on our luggage?


i received the gift of nothing tonight

i thought i might like to bring back some old magazines
from my dad's house
to use in my art classes...

but i had no room left...

and then i got it

i received the brilliance
the lightness

the improvisation i get to live
holding on to nothing at all

completely free
completely unattached

simply an open channel

able in this moment
to fly in any direction
joy takes me

truth

truth is so clear
completely transparent

there are no stumbling blocks
nothing that isn't true
no doubts
nothing to question
nothing to figure out
nothing to decide

light simply streams through
everything is wide wide wide open

there is no place where the light does not reach
no shadows

there are no degrees of light

we either see it
or we don't

my salvation comes from me
any other idea is complete darkness

God's funeral

we stand before God's casket

the only place our self hatred could ever lead

the inevitable destination

of arrogance

separate interests

high school drama

childishness


we look at each other

and in this moment

we finally get the slap in the face

we finally get the hit we need to wake up

we finally see

where we have been headed

by following our own plan
our own ideas
our story
our idea of rightness

we look at each other
and in this one instant
of recognition
we see
it is done/over

let's get to the bottom of this
NOW

we need not rehash one moment of
hate, pettiness, remorse

it's done
we want it no more
we remember our
Father's Love
our Father's Face
our birthright
the Source from which we both came
and remain

we remember
we are one thing

we remember
all we really want

and we remember
most of all
there are no differences

the casket within us opens
the casket in front of us opens
and we see
only light
only love
only peace
only joy
only wholeness
radiates
everywhere

the corpse of God
of us
of Love

remains forever
an impossibility

death,
but a dream,
the logical conclusion,
of an impossible reality

what do you want in this moment?
eternal bliss
or death

we love how easy the decision is
and that in truth there is no decision
to be made.

in life,
joy

spontaneous combustion

Spirit is

there's nothing we do

it simply comes to our awareness

rises up from our memory

we find ourselves humming God

we are moved from within

we are sung into

our "efforts"

are a joke :-)



behind everything

God

home

what is home,

but Oneness,
totally surrounded
by that which we love

totally unthreatened
safe
completely secure
in what we are

Home,
in place,
fitting,
nothing itchy,
nor irritating
nor slightly off,
ajar,
abrasive

only the smoothest fit
frictionless
seemless
flawless
awe
and
wonder

unknowing

i step back
and let openness
lead the way

let unknowingness
lead the way

i am not the thing
i thought i was

i am not the body
not the story
i identified with

nothing i thought
i was seeking
could ever satisfy

i am not the seeker

i am the never was lost

i am something wholly different
something
behind
before
all thought

something
unknown
to my story

something
so vast

so open

so removed

and yet

only here
in this total absence of story/identity

is Presence
undenied

and

known