Eternity

this day is God's

i let me

be told

this is God's Thing

God's scene

what am i here for, God?

what would you have me do?

this is all your call

this is God's world/Reason/Purpose

not mine

i sit and wait

for direction

i clearly do not know

what God has in mind

this is Your Party

You hosted this event

this is God's carpet i walk on

not mine

this whole thing

is God's idea

and i don't know

what that is

i accept

this whole thing

is God's,

not mine

it came from somewhere

far beyond my self

it's time

for Eternity

to speak

i let Eternity

give me my purpose

the message of: Eternity

Eternity speaks through you

today

this day is Eternity

changeless

Eternity

wills you know it

Eternity

is your Home

where you rest

forever

undefiled

i allow Eternity to speak

silence to the chopping up of time

of worry

because of concepts

of fractions

fractions of seconds

call our hearts to beat faster

and adrenaline to rush through

our

veins

because of what?

a hand on a clock

a tick in our ear

and we give it

image

a meaning

of hell

and loss

and damnation

because of a "date" on a calendar

a "premature" death

oh tell me

dear one

you who see yourself as spiritual goddess

when is the concept of death appropriate

and

lovely?

when

is the right time

to love

the end

of Eternity?

what insanity

to hold so dear

the separation of Eternity

into parts

rather

than

rest

in the Whole

this day

is

Eternity

mother's day

my mother

passed away

today

at 5:30 am

open

open

open

to receive

Her King

the time for passing

is an entrance

an opening

your Mother comes to you now

in this moment,

the appointed time,

in every way She can

always always always

only open eyes

are required

to see

God

to receive

what is literally

pouring out

open session

with Jesus

now

the bright light

you once knew

holding forth

reality

no more questions

no more doubts

rock solid assurance

MotherLove

so much bigger than we have ever imagined

completely free

of details

car shells

and pledges

MotherLove

the end

of hallucinations

a millimeter of starlight

is still starlight

it's still all light

no darkness in it

so the MotherLove

Purity

sees no illusions

at all

Pure Delight

to see the light

where you are looking

delighted in rocks

in canyons

in wide open spaces

in girls and theater

dresses and colors

turquoise and eyebrows

babies and kittens

cinnamon toast and a tv screen

what is a mother

but delight

sharing itself

joy exclaimed to the world

look look look at my

beautiful baby!

see how she smiles

and holds so tight to my finger

see the round shape of her tummy

and see the curly hair

see how much i love her

world, joy is possible!

grand things

grand parents

grand children

grandeur

and grand canyons

grants of time

moments given

designated and dedicated

specifically for the knowing experience

of Mother

of loving another

of being

in Love

Pure mind

no conflicting thoughts

a family,

this Mother

loves

Her Joy,

Her Self

all there is

all there ever was

all there ever will be

MotherLove

a dirty mind

Father,

thank you for showing me

my "dirty" thoughts...

duality:

a world of cars

some sparkling like new

clean, shining, beautiful

and valuable

others

covered in mud

inside and out

what good is this?

what use to me?

i need a clean car

i cannot drive this--

what is it even?

just muck

ugly

work

no one could ever get this car

clean and sparkling again

may as well write it off

it's trash now

avoid it

regret it

grieve that such things can happen!

but

oh

such good news!

no such duality exists

no car

damned for eternity

no "problem" nor difference at all

here are the simple directions:

1. the car is not damaged

2. do not trash it

3. mud is not bad, not evil, not cruel--

it has not harmed the car in anyway...

it's simply a "silly" place to put it

4. clear water/thought rinses off the mud

5. the shining sparkling new car remains

forever beautiful

exactly as Her brother

all thoughts are helpful

avoid nothing

She

is your Gift

in everything

smoke signals

sadnes

is

but a

smoke signal

a powerful

sign

to tell us

something is not right

...our conclusion

that we are a body,

our way of thinking

is

futile

we welcome

value

appreciate

the smoke signals!

sadness is a powerful messenger

she is here to

turn our head

she is not "bad"

she is not something to get rid of

she is not nothing

she is

helpful

only gratitude

is due

a sunny sky/clarity

is not possible

where thinking is confused

clouds, like an empty gas tank signal,

assist us to make immediate correction

that love may be ours now

open to receive

whenever anyone asks you

for anything...

it is so you

can receive

by giving

(what you are)

here

is how

you receive/accept

your Self

you see it

so now

you can believe it

this is the opportunity

your brother holds out to you

your treasure house

seen

opened

and spilling out

to give away

here

is

Joy

shared

shining

astonishing

pure

Friendship

"to have, give" (All to All)

less is extravagant!

less

is

MORE

what can i do without........

and be richer?

undoing

NOT doing

giving

up

(let's take away from our list.....not add more.....of our.......thinking.....)

i will no longer value

what

is

valueless

question it

and

it falls away ("of it's own accord"!!!)

"you" do not remove it

"you" do not fight

against it

to condemn it is

to strenthen it

to hold on to it

to give it breath

life

power

to make it real

in stillness

it

dis...appears...

seen as what "it" is

we grow up

stillness is whole

and from this wholeness

our love overflows to include all

the little girl

is comforted

by her Mother's Laughter

her dancing

her friendliness

with all those around her

she sees her future in Her

and there is nothing ever to fear

there is no fear shown to her,

no fear for her to see,

only this lifeful

loveliness

as deep as you can go

and stretching out

to every corner or the universe

even death holds no fear--

is seen in light

with vision

that sees no loss

has no doubt

no body identification

sees only Love

eternal

and gratitude

fullness

ever increasing...

She knows

the truth

is never taken in

for a moment

by this "scenario",

this "what if"

only a sparkle in

Her eyes

tells the truth

and nothing but

the truth

light

remains

knowing

despite the child's "suggestions"/make believe

of what is real...

her hypotheses

of.... "evil"

as an explanation

for what is going on...

what sparkle of light

could possibly

cherish

darkness

as her nature?

Joy...

the Nature of life/reality

how else could laughter be possible

at all?

chairflowers

where else

could

flowers

possibly

come from

but Joy?!

and chairs,

so of service

to our purpose...

"come together"

share

rest

each day

for awhile

relieve yourself

of

your desire

to stand

on your own two legs...

here

is joy

at last

clean

salvation

is

a flower

bright

and clean

with nothing but

flower

written upon it

so you,

Holy Son of God,

which includes

all there is to see

are

saved

with nothing but

Holy

Son

of

God

written

upon

you