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Hi! Welcome to the Joy of Miracles.

To write is to uncover, to unhide, to bring to light, and express what is within. To share is the end of all private thoughts, all shame, all guilt, all pain and separation. Here is all Joy found at last! Writing helps us to repeat, focus, choose, and remember ideas. The purpose of this writing is healing for all of us.

This blog is inspired by "A Course in Miracles"and The Work of Byron Katie. You are invited to share your comments by clicking on the word "comment" at the end of each post. If you scroll way down there's a little info about me and also an archive of past writing you can view by clicking on the title. Thanks so much for visiting...

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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

radiance

i don't need anyone's "approval"
of my radiance!:-))) (girls, listen up!)

nor their appreciation
nor their love

I am so blessed
by my radiance

I love
so much
my radiance

this inner purity
this state of mind
brings me so much joy

it
is
my
true love

it's funny/comical
to even think of using the word
approval

i am overjoyed
in love
with
my radiance,
Jesusmind,
as me/in me

it is but compassion
i have
for anyone
who doesn't see it...
doesn't appreciate it...

and that includes me
when i am
sleeping...

make room
for Heaven

only this


Tuesday, December 29, 2009

my best friend

defenselessness
holds me so tenderly
in her arms

lays her lips so
gently all over
my body

erases
all traces
of mistakes

She is my dearest friend

defenselessness
opens her arms so wide
to welcome
all
that is

she has no end
to her acceptance
and receiving

her depth is limitless
being wholly without judgement

open
open
open
Open
letting in
allowing
to be

without reaction

watching

ah.....
welcome, brother/thought
welcome, sister/thought

i see you

thank you
for
coming

i've been waiting for you
for such a long time

i am so glad i finally came to my senses
to let
you in
and see
your harmlessness,
your innocence
of a child--
to welcome you
at my table...

O how happy is this day
the homecoming of all thoughts
under the sun
under one roof
no divisiveness

one nation
under God
indivisible
with liberty
and justice
for all


guns at the door

leave your guns at the door

today we rest

in every situation
in every circumstance

we lay down
take off all our clothes
lay down every thought

and simply rest
we let pure Love
hold us
wrap Itself
around us
we let it penetrate
every part of us

we relax
we open
we receive
we accept
Love

in every moment


Love is

have you hugged
your Self
today?

have you
made love
with your Self
today?

that is the purpose
of every single instant!

lay down your guns
at the door....


Monday, December 28, 2009

limp

the body
world
limp
motionless

a puppet
dangling
on
a
string

Love is

empty handed
gifts rain down
upon us
everywhere

only
total effortlessness
complete surrender
of every idea

is
the
multitude
known

you decide for everyone

you cannot make a decision by yourself
or for yourself alone (text276.9.3)

every decision you make
or have ever made
is for everyone

for the whole

when you choose hell
you are actively strengthening/
choosing to keep
the dream of hell
going
for everyone

just like in a family
so in the world

family dynamics:
only two choices,
the attack game--trying to get
something
you believe
you lack
from a family member

or

release!

i own/
take responsibility for
all
my thoughts
and feelings
and experiences

thank you!
for helping me
learn
my innocence

please
forgive me
my mistakes,
my blindspots,
as i learn
to see
what
they
are...

it is not true
that you can make
a decision
for yourself alone


Sunday, December 27, 2009

kooky!

"in lightness
and in laughter
will sin's absurdity
be seen
at last" (acim...)

kookiness
remains
as God
created it!!!!:-)

today we celebrate
the kookiness of the
ego thought system...
and
that kookiness
in the hands of the Jolly Spirit
is our freedom

the very idea
that guilt = love,
that sacrifice
loss
and deprivation
are "gifts"
we give to another.....

chow baby!
and goofiness only!

we love
that Kookiness remains
to light up
Life
in a way sacrifice only opposed

kooky
zany
off the wall
goofy!

we thank God in this kooky moment
we are so free
to be as kooky as we wish
and happier than anything "normal"!!!

there is nothing my kookiness cannot do!

take nothing
seriously
in this brand new
kooky
year

love love love,
Joy

Monday, December 21, 2009

talk!



the ego just wants to be heard


and we keep trying to


suppress it



let her speak her doubt

let her


confess


her loneliness


let her

shout


her sins that plague her

day and night


and when she


has finished speaking


silence




will

be

heard


the auditorium

forever unhurt


by the actors

on the stage

simply listen

simply listen

let the words

fall


catch
his words

like a game of catch

he needs you

he needs a receiver

to love
to accept
everything
he is

without judgement

right or happy?

if you choose to make someone wrong,
you will have nothing left

even if he is wrong
about himself
tell him he is right
agree with him
find it
in you
to see his way of looking at things

if he is fearful
deny not what is true for him

see it as a stepping stone
to his way home
and yours

here
you have intersected
on this single stone

only if you desert him now
could he be alone

it is not his dreams you would take from him,
but your own dreams
of rightness
of other
of differences

give it away now
see this brother
is you,
your mirror image,
not one hair changed

you must embrace your terror
before
she will leave

terror demands a hug,
not denial

only a hug
will calm
the beast

seek no more
to be right

give up your right to be right,
and your right to happiness
will return...

Friday, December 18, 2009

you

there is a place in you

where time has gone

and left you beauty




un disturbed

un confused

straightened out

all gaps
in understanding
bridged

there is a place
in you

where beauty
reigns

never fails
to shine

never
not for a
fraction of
an instant

is peace
in question

nor
does beauty
fail


harmony
never
fails
to work

joy is
forever
uncompromising!

her toes
so very light
on the ground

her laughter
as natural
as sunlight

can be heard
all hours
of the day
and night

dancing on

dawn forever
on the horizon...

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

star light

i
let


the star light

reach
me


i must

open

my windows

for the starlight
to enter


to penetrate

through
me


all defenses
laid aside

only openness
remains

now
the starlight fills it

continuously entering
and traveling on
to all parts of the Universe

lightyears away
here
and extended everywhere

all at once

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Bethlehem

Bethlehem

this Child
is your Defenselessness

seek nothing in the world
to place
your faith in

it will fail you


hold on to nothing
for there is nothing here

seek no counterfeit
identity

what higher
function/identity
could you possibly
have
than
the Holy Son of God,
Defenselessness Itself?

there is nothing
more precious
than this

merry Christmas

inner smile

only happiness
can be said to cure

anything else
is a statement of lack

my life
verifies
the truth

light
is
truth

lightheartedness
carries nothing else
but Itself
where ever it goes

and so brings lightheartedness
to every thought
every person
every situation

laughter has no worries

its as natural as can be

like a waterfall
it spills out
in the sun
in the ice
in the clouds

the hottest day of the year
holds as much laughter as the iciest

because
the warmth
is not of this place

deep below
the blankets
of gravity

lies

levity

always
smiling

Mona Lisa
knows
the
joke.....


always ask
Humor
for the
correct interpretation....

and if you can't find any

just wait....

because

it is there

and you will

see it

eventually....


Monday, December 14, 2009

the hunter

the ego is hunting always
for your flaws

we see the hunter
lay down
our arms
and say yes!

here it is!

take what you want

i am Infinite
the more i give to you
the richer i am

i have nothing to hide

so healing
is
inevitable

give whatever anyone asks of you

show all of yourself to them
and so learn

that giving/opening
means only increase


Saturday, December 12, 2009

friendship

friendship

rich
gravy

and

the
deepest
darkest

ingredient

buried under all the flavors



a carpet

the twisted
yarn
standing
upright
on the
floor
all night

to keep the cold away
from bare feet

friendship

rests
snoozes

in the
hammock
gently
bouncing

while the feet
run
around


friendship

the
crumbling
dirty
mortar

between
the
bricks
holding
tall towers
in the dark

and
in
damp
dark
cellars
under
moss
and
mold
and
trickling
seeping
moisture

friendship

drying out towels
hanging
in the sun

the breeze
blowing
through them

right between
and
inside
every
thread
of
cotton

no place
un ex posed
to
the
wind

and
the
heat

and
the
music

of
the
drippling

storm


now
soaking
wet

through the wall



breaking

through the wall


the veil

of plaster


just like drywall

in the old bathroom


something unseen

is scraping

through


the fists not mine

are

doing it


yes

something

unseen


but felt


like



i don't have the word


from the inside


it blazes

and charges


and then

it is done


a new view


a higher spire


to peek at

the streets


the comings

and

goings

of thoughts


and colors

and harmonies

and rhythms

and patternings


and repatternings

and repatternings

and repattterningings


like

in the old

kaleideschope ( i like this better.....)...a new....pattern////....lllll.....


laughing

and

laughing

and

laughing


all the way!


Friday, December 11, 2009

measuring love

the ego/personality believes
that love isn't possible without the body/it

it's all about what the body does
or doesn't
do

how much you smile
or call
or email
or shop
or work
how close or how far away in space
how much you touch
and how frequently
and how well :0=-)

love is quantified

you have to prove you love
by your actions
or it's not true:
love is a lie!

Love will not be accepted
as a Fact
until you do this little thing,
like say, "i love you"

carved in stone
the ego's laws state/demand
(oh yes, the ego's "love" is very demanding!)
if you do not say these three words or....
Love does not exist

WOW!!!!!
what a tiny tiny tiny idea
(a tiny mad idea....)

what a shabby
substitute
for
the Real Thing...

for
Infinity


Thursday, December 10, 2009

what would you say to God today?

what would you say to God today?

everywhere you look
is your opportunity

whatever you
tell yourself
about it

whatever you say
to others

it is your view of God
looking at you


between the lines

between the lines

from far beyond this thought system

nothing rubs it
nothing scratches it
nothing irritates it

it is so pure

untouchable
invulnerable

it simply comes to shine

so we can see

what we once thought was love
was not

the end
inherent
in the beginning

now
we simply
walk out of the graveyard

leaving death
behind
forever


Wednesday, December 9, 2009

look In

look in
in
in
in

how can i look inward
while i am looking outside?

what impossible goals
they both become

to have two opposite goals
is to have constant war
constant failure
always unhappy
never achieving anything
nor ever coming any closer
just the hell
of constant
opposition
effort
against itself

no wonder we feel exhausted

war has been our career

today
the soldier
sees his fate
can only be
death

for there is no end to war...

you must choose
one
completely

or war/warrior
is your position


right and crazy....

your defenses hold tight to the shield
and screaming
will not let it go
or lower it
so love can penetrate

God wills you know
your Self

and you
but cling
for fear of death
to your self image

"i can't trust the universe"
is the image we have made

and from inside this image
it is all we can see

but in Reality
no such image exists

You are Everything
There is nothing you do not have
right now

no person
place
or thing
is outside your
affection
appreciation
and approval

we would not
defend against
the Friendliness
of the Universe :-))))

Invite all you see
to open
in the complete safety
of no judgement
against yourself


death

did he actually go
or
did
he
stay?

in my mind
he lives
forever

i met a 25 year old
a few days ago

and my heart
had a dream
of what might have been

had he stayed
he would be 23

but oh
he is so here
in this newer person
i am now

i have lived
not died

he is still
my saviour
from thoughtlessness

he is so a force
a power
in who i am
this moment

did he actually go
or
did
he
stay?

of course
he is here
as me

my heart is open wider
my evolution occurs
with him

my mirror of autism
still
reminding me
to grow

no one
ever
leaves us




Tuesday, December 8, 2009

it is done

it is not true
you are pitiful,

but such a bright light
and beautiful

you are
but the phoenix
rising from the ashes

oh darling of the Universe
with eyes that see
and ears that hear
and a heart of God
where lives only truth

this
is the wonder you are

not an image made by guilt,

but glory!
is your name

fields of glory!

only this
is you

let no other thought fool you
it is not so

This is but Jesus
and in Jesus mind
there are not two,
but One

only this

this is Life

this is the Wisdom
that speaks to you
day and night
from deep deep deep
within

this is the Presence
of the ages

ever present

no death possible

i have overcome guilt
i did it for you
it is done

i am the Way Shower

i watched it melt away

simply watching

she no longer held any sway
over me

could not persuade me
to jump
on her wagon

to worship her

to believe
she held out anything
i wanted

i saw through her
to the other side
to what was beyond

what life is without her

and no more
did she exist...

only Clarity


Monday, December 7, 2009

crystal ball

people take off
their masks

the instant
you do

the mirror
is a fact

watch yourself

as you
look
around...

here is everything
you could ever want to know
about yourself!!!


generosity exposed

generous:

far far far more
than just enough

generate: create

opening:
i am able
to receive

opening
the world reflects/i perceive
openness

open heart
open mind
open hands
open pockets

generosity of spirit experiences generosity of spirit

the bars are gone
nothing between us
at last

i hold no stake at your throat
because
i hold no stake at mine

there is only One Way to See
things in the Light

everything is totally exposed
Truth is totally exposed

Love is exposed
at last

under the pain
under the covers
of war
and deprivation
scarcity
of you and me

under the illusion of divorce
and the continual scraping of old wounds
that never seem to heal

Love is exposed at last

the ancient river of blood
has gone dry

for where it came from
was darkness

and as the door of my mind
and heart
opened
wider
and wider
and wider still

the Son
could find
no more places
to hide

fully exposed
at last...

we laugh!

Sunday, December 6, 2009

at last

at last
i am filled

defenselessness is my drink

the absolutely sweetest drink in all the world

here is no attack at all ever
no fear
absolutely clear water
not one microscopic impurity

nowhere the light isn't

under what seems to be everything else
lies defenselessness

perfectly still

nothing else can possibly hold any attraction at all

behind everything you ever think you want
lies defenselessness

where all suffering is completely washed away

come
lay down
all your homemade recipes
for sweets
and desserts

defenselessness
continues
to rise
and hold open
your mind

God is

we are

filled
at last

emptied of all
that never was


Saturday, December 5, 2009

stillness watches

stillness watches
all things
without judgement

stillness sees only stillness
wholeness
the necessity of every small part
in relation to the whole

this moment in time
this change of thought
this "lesson"--seeing it is not so....

everything
in service to the Light

oh dear Master
of my Soul
Who is in charge
and is asking me in every moment
is that true?

the Wisewoman Spiritkeeper within
always there,

"is that what's really going on?"

her holy eyes know
and see
of course
it is not

a grocery store
a date
a beach
a cat

but a question
of truth....

what are you?

Spirit
or
flesh?

and from the Depths
the Answer
always
echoing
echoing
echoing

Home
Home
Home

remember
your Home....

stillness


Friday, December 4, 2009

bargains

what bargain
can take the place of God?

something for nothing
is a plan of guilt--
stealing
and so hell
and damnation

i give nothing,
but take what you have

poverty thinking
demands poverty be maintained

a black hole
but wills to suck in

no comfort can ever be found here

this is the dream
that must be recognized
for what it is

death can never
bear life

and
you are not dead

crucifixion is only an idea
in your mind

an error in your perception
of Reality

Joy being the Source of Creation,
where can crucifixion be found?

Joy but holds out her hands to you
She wills but to touch
your Heart
so gently
so lightly

the Hush of Heaven
is all
you
ever
hear....

and so
it is




Thursday, December 3, 2009

through the eyes of a fool

what is lunacy,
luna see?

but to see the light
shining
in the darkness
and the path that is our own

primitive societies,
pre-civilized,
called their
strange thinkers
strange seers
but shaman

seeing the world through
the eyes of a lunatic

someone whose axis
is shifted just a few more degrees
than average

is to see everything
from a new perspective

looking in through an open window
instead of looking out
from inside the mind of the dreamer
sleep is revealed

what is strangeness
but a different point of view(ing)
habit eats breakfast everyday at a table
sitting down

never
experiencing
what it is
to sit
on a cloud...

rising indeed from the bedcovers
and instead of placing bare feet
on to the cold stone floor

the fool unfolds her wings
and is lifted
without effort
to break her fast
in the clear blue sky

high above the level of all problems

with a vista
that bends
around
all curves...


rotation
of the mind
must occur
for a full
view
of
reality...

this is the
revolution

inside
each
of
us


slowly
slowly
slowly

we turn....




Mount Self

the mountain emerges
from under the snow

feel the massive movement
within your mind

yes, truth rises
again

like no other
tiny idea

Truth fills the scene

the Mountain
holds it all

all else rests upon this
mountain

whereupon the commandments
live

there is but God,
no other gods are possible

this
is the mountain
i am

simply Light
without anything else
at all


Wednesday, December 2, 2009

aromatherapy

Truth is true
there are no alternatives

no different "rooms"

no body of you
different
from the body of this
and the body of that

containers partway filled--
some more
some less
but always holding
different
ingredients

Only Truth is true
each bottle
overflowing
with
the same Life

filling the air
with
the delicious aromas
that do ignite

our fire

and make it grow
brighter

the aroma of Truth

even without our awareness

it is all
there
ever
is


Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Joy is open

Joy opens wide her door
and here is Eternity at last

Heaven's gate
has never been closed

no fence at all exists

the truth is seen at last

imaginary thoughts
are not real

Holiness is the only judgement
that is true

earth quakes

the earth
quivers
and shakes

quakes

the towers
crumble
and fall

the world is rocked

where fear has tiptoed away

what remains
where fear has gone?

no hard fast rules
no nets for catching people up
no entrapment

nothing to trip up on

only
crystal clarity

sparkling in the sun

perhaps at first
we have to squint
because our eyes are so used to
dark thoughts and deception
drawn blinds

but now
there is no denying it
any longer

birds do sing in our hearts all day long
unstoppable

and the Light
of constant Joy
is not a figment
of our imagination...


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I have been a student of A Course in Miracles since 1986. It has helped me tremendously to be a happier person by helping me change my perception of everything. I have found writing to be very helpful in the process of practicing, experiencing, and living the ideas in the Course. In 2006 I started sharing inspiration from the Course with a friend. Now it is a joy to share it with everyone. In 2009, The Work of Byron Katie found me at a woman's group. The Work is a way to identify and question your stressfuI beliefs. I dove right in and in April 2013 became a Certified Facilitator of The Work of Byron Katie. I work with people privately and offer online classes. Please visit www.joyofthework.com for more information. I also still occasionally lead the 11am Sunday Gathering at the Rocky Mountain Miracles Center in Denver. For more information http://www.miraclescenter.org/

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