look In

look in

in

in

in

how can i look inward

while i am looking outside?

what impossible goals

they both become

to have two opposite goals

is to have constant war

constant failure

always unhappy

never achieving anything

nor ever coming any closer

just the hell

of constant

opposition

effort

against itself

no wonder we feel exhausted

war has been our career

today

the soldier

sees his fate

can only be

death

for there is no end to war...

you must choose

one

completely

or war/warrior

is your position

right and crazy....

your defenses hold tight to the shield

and screaming

will not let it go

or lower it

so love can penetrate

God wills you know

your Self

and you

but cling

for fear of death

to your self image

"i can't trust the universe"

is the image we have made

and from inside this image

it is all we can see

but in Reality

no such image exists

You are Everything

There is nothing you do not have

right now

no person

place

or thing

is outside your

affection

appreciation

and approval

we would not

defend against

the Friendliness

of the Universe :-))))

Invite all you see

to open

in the complete safety

of no judgement

against yourself

death

did he actually go

or

did

he

stay?

in my mind

he lives

forever

i met a 25 year old

a few days ago

and my heart

had a dream

of what might have been

had he stayed

he would be 23

but oh

he is so here

in this newer person

i am now

i have lived

not died

he is still

my saviour

from thoughtlessness

he is so a force

a power

in who i am

this moment

did he actually go

or

did

he

stay?

of course

he is here

as me

my heart is open wider

my evolution occurs

with him

my mirror of autism

still

reminding me

to grow

no one

ever

leaves us

it is done

it is not true

you are pitiful,

but such a bright light

and beautiful

you are

but the phoenix

rising from the ashes

oh darling of the Universe

with eyes that see

and ears that hear

and a heart of God

where lives only truth

this

is the wonder you are

not an image made by guilt,

but glory!

is your name

fields of glory!

only this

is you

let no other thought fool you

it is not so

This is but Jesus

and in Jesus mind

there are not two,

but One

only this

this is Life

this is the Wisdom

that speaks to you

day and night

from deep deep deep

within

this is the Presence

of the ages

ever present

no death possible

i have overcome guilt

i did it for you

it is done

i am the Way Shower

i watched it melt away

simply watching

she no longer held any sway

over me

could not persuade me

to jump

on her wagon

to worship her

to believe

she held out anything

i wanted

i saw through her

to the other side

to what was beyond

what life is without her

and no more

did she exist...

only Clarity

crystal ball

people take off

their masks

the instant

you do

the mirror

is a fact

watch yourself

as you

look

around...

here is everything

you could ever want to know

about yourself!!!

generosity exposed

generous:

far far far more

than just enough

generate: create

opening:

i am able

to receive

opening

the world reflects/i perceive

openness

open heart

open mind

open hands

open pockets

generosity of spirit experiences generosity of spirit

the bars are gone

nothing between us

at last

i hold no stake at your throat

because

i hold no stake at mine

there is only One Way to See

things in the Light

everything is totally exposed

Truth is totally exposed

Love is exposed

at last

under the pain

under the covers

of war

and deprivation

scarcity

of you and me

under the illusion of divorce

and the continual scraping of old wounds

that never seem to heal

Love is exposed at last

the ancient river of blood

has gone dry

for where it came from

was darkness

and as the door of my mind

and heart

opened

wider

and wider

and wider still

the Son

could find

no more places

to hide

fully exposed

at last...

we laugh!

at last

at last

i am filled

defenselessness is my drink

the absolutely sweetest drink in all the world

here is no attack at all ever

no fear

absolutely clear water

not one microscopic impurity

nowhere the light isn't

under what seems to be everything else

lies defenselessness

perfectly still

nothing else can possibly hold any attraction at all

behind everything you ever think you want

lies defenselessness

where all suffering is completely washed away

come

lay down

all your homemade recipes

for sweets

and desserts

defenselessness

continues

to rise

and hold open

your mind

God is

we are

filled

at last

emptied of all

that never was