prop open the door

just keep the door open

and Heaven

is flowing

out

through

you

all the time

God will never cry for you

"the Holy Spirit will never

teach

that you

are sinful" (text p454)

God will never

cry

for you!

He maintains your shining face

for you

He maintains

that infinite Joy

can never

leave you

He maintains

your purity is impossible

to pollute--

for anything else

to enter it

He maintains your nature

is Godlike

and

forever

Godlike

He maintains your strength

He gives you everything

you are

and maintains

there is nothing in you

that is not of Him

He maintains

you are completely free!

God will never cry for you!

home

i carry my home

with me

across the desert sands

an umbrella for the sun

and storm

though wet

i will surely get

and sunburned

from time to time

i hold it all

within easy reach

the comfort

of my soul

below the hot sand

the water lays

cool

pure

and sweet

everything i need

underground

protected

from it all

stay with her

stay with her

(dedicated to all daughters

of God)

stay with her

as she glides across the floor

as she swirls and merges

the chocolate

and vanilla

the melted

and the frozen

stay with her

as she begins

to slowly

open her eyes

as the light

gently falls upon

her face

as dawn peeks

through

the curtain in her mind

stay with her

as she rises

from the ground

the steam wafting

away

in the morning light

stay with her

stay with your girl

as she matures

as she begins to step forward

out of time

as she leaves

all she has known

behind

stay with her

stay with her

stay with her

and

you'll be fine

where is my heart?

where is my heart this morning?

i've got to be home

with myself

sitting in my kitchen

i love my company

who is deeper than i?

all people are here with me

in the silence

there is

only

depth

patience questions

and answers

that knock on the door

before entering

sometimes children rush in

to interrupt

in their urgency

but mother sees this

and loves them

with all her heart

i love to be alone

in my kitchen

with all my children

around me

my pen puts them down

on paper

where i can greet them

properly

and share them

with

the world

stillness

here

in the pool

i sit

dissolving

all

dissonance

all miss matching thoughts

all out of placeness

all hypotheticals

lingering softly

the breeze fades

stillness

pervades

every cell

resting

in total ease

in total support

nothing to do

but

be

motion ended

the steam now rises softly

and goes out to all creation

moisture dripping

from the leaves

the rainforest

brings forth

the canopy

the shelter

the life

the joy

of

continuous play

rooted

in

perfect

stillness

de-housed

de-housed

i left my walls

today

oh how straight

up and down

they have given me

a view

of

flatness

and

facade

and

this side

and

that

how very kind

walls have been to me

while i needed them

there

to help me

feel safe

i didn't know

they didn't

i gave them

total trust

and faith

even

while they burned

i trusted plaster walls

with my life!

WOW!!!

if this

isn't illusion

and childish

and really

just plain blind

and goofy....

like an old sitcom

that repeats

the same

old

jokes

how very funny

that i would count on plaster...

for anything!

old boyfriends

old self concepts

old parents

and toys

and knick knacks...

ye shall know the truth

and the truth shall

set you free:

plaster melts

in the rain

plaster cracks

under pressure

plaster

is nothing more

than you make it

plastic

world

bends

open roof

open walls

opening

the angel

is everywhere

Here

in

the other

is He