defense is a response
to a thought of lack
which takes the idea of lack/threat SERIOUSLY
now we are in deep shit
we've taken a hit from the fear pipe
it flows through our veins
poisons our heart
immobilizes our decison maker
the hallucinations
the fantasies
the trips
begin
we are lost in "wonderland"
now everything in this unreality seems but real--
amazing or frightening or ecstatic
but never for long
change is certain
and the end of this trip as well
we realize the effects of our fear taking
and we realize the cause
and we would no longer pop pills of fear
ADDICTION IS NOT FREEDOM
we recognize the pusher
when he comes around
and recognize we no longer want the disastrous effects
we would no longer lose
our family
our friends
our Self
we would no longer lose our true identity
FOR NOTHING
we would no longer be homeless
under a bridge
surviving on scraps and crumbs
this is no place for Joy
today we choose Joy instead
and let ourselves be drawn to Her
wholly without fear
today we walk freely
toward God
with no other possible goal in sight
in defenselessness lies God
in defenselessness is all freedom
in defenselessness I AM
love, Joy
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