without the thought
i should have been a better mother?
i'd have compassion for your pain,
for believing your thoughts,
your sleep,
your innocence
i'd see that's not who you truly are,
that it's not personal;
it's just a concept
being acted out
in stillness
i'd say
it is not so
peace
stillness
relaxed
breathe
see the joke underneath it all,
the impish grin
you're right...
how silly to be upset over this...
neither of us really want this
let's go play
outside in the sun
that's what we both want--
just to be happy
take my hand,
friends again
at last
Family
One Father
Love
the scolder
calling for love
scolding myself
not good enough
not good enough
not good enough
i tried to get rid of it on you
if only you would change
i would be happy/healed
mistake:
instead i said over and over and over to you
not good enough
not good enough
not good enough...
a thorn in my side,
sin...
i would give her a hug
oh dear precious one
lay down your sharp knives
slicing yourself to bits
for something that is not true
your worth is God's
your spirit undefiled
pristine
forever unharmable
unalterable
the radiant pearl
Love
Comfort
Home
Safety
Nurture
Security
Cradle
Rest
dear One
lay down the blade
your dream is madness
lay down
lay down
lay down
into my arms
let your tears fall
into my arms
let the ache fall
into my arms
let your weariness tell its story
hot air dispelled at last
oh dear One
it is not so
the blindness is cold now
just rest awhile
let the blabbering
the blubbering
subside
let the throbs
the tales
the heavy heavy chains
lay now on the ground
open your Eyes
see Me
oh dear One
see only Me now
i see You dear One
the tenderness
is undeniable
rest
dear One
You
are
Whole
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