grace is

grace is

now

everywhere

extending everywhere

there is nothing else

only a thought says something else

where would you

build your house?

on this tiny little thought

or in the midst of Reality?

my own mind

is my refuge,

the only friend i have

without this friend

i am lost

it is my own friendship,

my own Reality,

that i have been seeking

since time

began

the state of grace

i am

here is the end

of all mistakes

all war

all conflict

the root of all evil--

not money--

but lonesomeness

for my Self

for Truth

for what is

always

forever

the only thing

that truly lives

here is

the end

of blame

no one

needs to die,

to pay,

to suffer

Grace is

meet yourself

there is nothing

that cannot be shown to me

as Love

that can't be uncovered

the sameness

that lives me

Father

Innocence

Joy

Harmlessness

the deep truth of the

Joy of Helpfulness

and the falsity of the need to protect

enLightened

Being

lit from beyond this belief system:

outside the realm of fear,

symbols of separateness

the gift

of

Presence

smiles on all things

Her very Presence

is all the comfort

we are ever seeking

simply

show up

meet your Self/self

everywhere you look

what an amazing trip

we take today

as we see that everything,

every person this world

can possibly show us

is us!

Fascinating!

we laugh with surprise

Rap on, preacher, rap on!

You-ni-verse

each day as the sun rises

so again

do you,

dear one,

it is your light

you see

shining everywhere you look

it is your light

you see in another's eyes

it is your voice

that sings

your favorite song on the radio

every symphony

is you

your heart

flows through the trees

your heart

grows the grass

your heart rains down

upon the world

and flows in rivers

and pools in lakes

and rises and falls as waves crashing in the ocean

it is your heart

that motors every car

every purr

every atom

bouncing

spinning

exploding

in your mind

all power in Heaven and earth is you

there is no escape

there is no backdoor

that will ever lead you

to any place

but this

Truth

Home

Home

Home

Home...

every where you look

you are resting

in your Home

every single blossom in the world: you

wouldn't you give yoursefl a break today

and celebrate your beauty(b-you-ty!)

(and just in case

you have any resistance to this Truth,

remember,

poop

provides the necessary

nutrients

for Flowers!!!! :-)

no shit...

Thank you, Love,

for what is!

swinging both ways

i can swing both ways

my mind

is flexible

on this side

of the swinging door

you stand

with your specific words

of "negativity" and "confusion"

seeing them as different

i can see that

and i

on the other side

in the other room

point of perspective

can see them as the same

i can see both are true

i can stand on your point of view

meet you there

and i can also

at the same time

see the light

in my room

in my space

on my point

of this path

the point in mind

i can see both ways

the doors easily swing freely

one way

or the other

there is no closed

or open

both exist together

smiling

at the happy truth

space calls for no war/disagreement

but simply

lovingly and gently

looks on all

and holds them all

lightly

Her Heart

being

all

that

really

matters...

only Trust is worthy

only trust

is worthy

has any value to you

holds anything at all

distrust

is the denial of Trust

of Love

of Cause

of Source

of Nature

look how you trust

the sun to come up every morning

don't believe for a moment

you are incapable of total trust

because you are human

the only question is:

where

do you put

your trust?

in the past?

or

present: are you safe

right now?

even as you think

your scariest thought?

Trust worthy

Trust worthy:

only Defenselessness

end of shields

shielding

blocking off

hiding

behind my wall

where i don't

let you in

to my "fortress"

because i

am not safe there

you would see

my criminal

idols

i worship

my rituals

i keep solely for

myself

in place of peace/God/Truth/Reality

in this darkness

where i cannot see me,

where God

does not exist

you, too, would be devoured,

raped

by this sucking vacuum

of emptiness/denial

Trust worthy:

i lay down my shield

i open my darkest places

i tell you every tiny detail/image/belief

that i worship/fear/identify with

and holding hands,

my willingness to be open,

to share

to be totally honest

this heaviness

is relieved

alone

i am buried

under the weight

but with your presence

I, too, arrive,

the teller,

not the tale,

and light

at last

is free

to reach

me

loneliness

has no where to sit

in Defenselessness,

so

she

just

goes...

Trust worthy:

Light...

never stop

telling the truth

and the face of loneliness

is forever facing away

feed thyself

feed thyself

and you will not have to

eat your brother alive! :-)))

drink

from the fountain

within

and you will not demand

someone else

give you

yourself

only you

know what you are thinking

feeling

believing

only you

can question it

only you

can free

feed

release

yourself

what

mighty

power!!!

sparkling water

finally

a clear drink

has been offered me

truly sparkling

water

unsullied

by conditioning

of the world's sadness

its demand

its premise

of dirt

denial

block of love

i saw it yesterday

on the radio

as one more person

mourned death

given...

no effort at all...

at last it was clear

in this one moment

i saw the birth

of all my fear

taught me by every single person

i have ever known

until

Byron Katie

the veil is falling quickly now

because

it is all one

idea

reality is not harmful

death of the body--ie change in form

is not bad

how funny

to think

this is the clamour of the world

all the while

change is the only thing

the world consists of

insanity: what is

is wrong

die

before you die

let

the body go

the identity of "joyschultz" : the belief in the missing part

herein lies the peace/piece of God:

Wholeness

Holiness

death is

no more...

back to reality

He leadeth me beside still waters

back to my Self

you

are

the clear pool

He restoreth my soul

my memory re turns

yeah, though I walk through the valley

of the shadow of death

though fear strikes my mind

and darkness blinds me

I will fear no evil

there is no belief I will not question

for Thine is the Kingdom

for all I am is You

and the Power

the only real power there is

and the glory

the beauty of the Oneness

and nothing else is

forever:

now

amen.

today

let me be

but the servant, the server

of this Happiness

this Health, Wholeth,

this Pure Truth

and nothing else...

deep....light

deep

deep

deeper still

the bottom falls out

from under you

simply

falls

away

opening

the mind

like clearing the dense vines in the jungle

the light instantly is

shining everywhere!

there's nothing you can do to make it come

without clearing the vines

there's nothing you can do to keep it out

once you do

just release

your hold

your gripping

fingers

on the basis

of your life:

fear

and see

you are still here

(without fear

taking "care"

of you)

the Brightest Light

in all

the Universe

holy space

open to the holy space

you closed off

by

treasuring the idea

of "something else"

what is looked away from

is now turned towards

attracts you

draws you

this is the match

for your heart

see yourself standing over your worst crime

but this time

you are incapable of the thought of guilt

i see my dead son laying on the bed

without guilt

only appreciation is possible

thank you for helping me question the body

to open my mind

to expand my small vision

constriction

rigid boundaries

of right and wrong and should and shouldn't

my totally inaccurate beliefs about "life"

about knowing

and reality

i see now

the body wasn't you

thank you for crossing paths with me

for this intersection

interaction

for all my reactions

brought to my attention

what an intense 17 years we packed in

you have brought me to my knees now

to where i can see

i know nothing at all

why are we here?

what is true?

everything i ever learned just

flew out the window

open hearth

now

to see

everything i ever laid on you

was but my own

blood

my own

wounds

unattended

since the beginning of time

your going leaves me

with the only truth there is

you are not the cause of my pain

i face the truth now

just sitting

for hours

days

months

and now

years

opening

opening

opening

to this freedom

this re sponse ability

abled/empowered

to re spond

to

look

again...

without

guilt

holy space

there is nothing

that holds "more"

than this

all the pieces

Joy: All the pieces of the puzzle

fit!

are needed

nothing left out

or

a misfit

every word ever uttered

every thought

every hair on any head

not one second

is out of place

out

of God's blessing

feel it

this moment now

is essential

is radiating

with love and truth for you

from you

to you

to All

that is

to every single piece of the puzzle

in all of time

and space

checkmate

Joy

the only Ultimatum :-)

it doesn't matter

there's nothing you can do

nothing you can say

nothing you can think

that will ever change

the God in you

an extra bite of chocolate

1,000 peanut butter and jelly sandwiches

when you are not hungry

a million billion chips

until you weight three tons

won't change you

one ounce

God won't budge

go ahead

do the ultimate

any kind of suicide you can imagine

it won't make any difference at all

Love will never ever ever leave you

there is no poison

love is not immune to

It can't take your nonsense

seriously...

migraines

depression

lovesickness

obsession

addiction

try all the ways you want

and in the end

all you will ever find

is love

its hopeless

you're doomed

the end of all suffering

is already here

right now

every thing else

is just

(a) play...

have another million drinks...

it makes no difference at all to God

You are His Son forever and ever

and completely powerless

to change your Identity in any way.

amen.