for all i gave myself
and
for letting him go
i thank me
for not teaching he is guilty,
for letting him of "scottfree"
i celebrate my new found freedom
from blame
lightness
lightness
lightness
arms rise of themselves
as if coming up from the depths of the sea
the pressure is gone
chest expands
honestly,
lungs have double capacity
for oxygen,
happy healthy blood cells restored
to "normal"
natural state of saturation
euphoria
relief
ah the blessed mary has watched over me
through all my resistance
sadness
pattern
ancient stuckness
dependency
she has held me fast
giving me what i tantrummed and fought against,
yet truly wanted
let him go
and you are free
clinging is insanity,
an affirmation i am lacking
it is not so
he goes
i bloom
he goes
i live again
he goes
i come home
he goes away
i come near and dear to me
i thank me now
for this long awaited rite of passage
wholeness of the flower
do you notice flowers don't hang out as couples?
they each offer all their beauty to everyone
violet, turquoise, pink, yellow, lime
glowing in the sunlight
what am i
but a rainbow?
the light of God
coming through me
appearing for a moment
after the rain
beauty
no future
no past
just
beauty
now...
it's time for me
to see it,
yes,
it's time for
me
to see
me
to thank
me
for
my
beauty
Posts
No comments:
Post a Comment