isn't it funny?

without the thought
"i am alone"

the juice is dripping from the vine...

dripping!

there's bird outside my window singing
just for me

a refrigerator full of food
other people grew
prepared
transported
stored
for me

a dog barking
for me

a kitty meowing
for me

a Katie dream
i dreamed last night
(I got special time with her
when i couldn't find "my group"...)

how is the worst
the best?

what i thought isn't,
and something else is

without the thought
"i am alone"
it just comes in
it isn't blocked out,
unseeen,
obliterated

someone grew grapes
and made raisins
just for me!

a computer,
so i can talk to anyone in the world!
how alone is that?!

here
 now
i am not alone

this Voice i hear
coming through
is friendly!

a Songster,

oh women of wrath,
no more
passionate killing,
bloodshed in hopes of peace!

insanity
martyrs
desperation and despair

without the thought
"i am alone"

feel
the Presence

isn't it funny
i've ranked every thing in the world
in order of it's value to "me"
instead of just enjoying it
for what it is?

that's the only way
to get to feeling so lonely...

i thought what i didn't have
was better
than what i did have...

and in the end
all of it was mine
any way...

that's all there is
to it

without the thought
"i am alone"

the Universe is all mine...
all mind...

Everything is inside
of me

that's alot of company!!!