suicide

openness can never get closed off by a dot.

imagine Infinite Openness
and a "."

is there any possibility
the "."
can change this Infinitude
in any way?

so a thought
has no possibility,
no chance
of changing reality,
the unknown,
unlabeled,
undefinable,

the whole thing is absurd,
an absurdly arrogant thought

just a little scrap of paper fallen in the gutter,
even a news headline
seen round the world
by seven billion people--
just a dot
on the horizon,
almost imperceptible to all,
unless you get very close up,
so very close that it blocks
your view of the sun!

just think
what that would take...
to focus only on the dot
and leave out the huge expanse of space
and light

almost impossible

you have to work really really hard
to leave out the sun

that's what/how
suicidal thinking is