coward

inadequacy 

is a lie

cowards tell themselves

so we don't have to try

so we don't find out the truth

where is the proof?

can you be absolutely certain

that you are inadequate?

how would you know?

you just keep telling yourself this...

you've never really tried

you've never given all you have

you've never given yourself to anything wholly

you've never surrendered your life

your personality

your self concept

you've never given up your beliefs about yourself

you've never thrown it all to the wind

you've never yet  wildly abandoned yourself to God

you've never really let everything fall away 

and be subordinate to faith

and just given yourself completely to 

this big idea that is bigger than you

you are still holding on for the dear life of your personality

forget your crap

your gifts are not yours to hide

you don't belong to you

you are part of the whole

you belong to everyone

your gifts are for them

what about all those loving hearts

that are just waiting to light up as they receive your gifts?

it cannot be that life itself is incapable of

expressing itself fully

what if you made a fool of yourself?

what if you failed?

no one can fail 

who goes 100% with her heart

this is life

in this moment

this is living

anything else is death

anything less is failure

we are not looking for "results"

we have no other motive 

but to be true to our deepest Love

to be honest

to live totally honestly

our actions totally consistent with our thought

we can't hang onto the ground and fly!!!

we must let go completely

we must look up

and quit looking at the ground

if we want to fly

quit the reruns

it's time for the real thing!