if only

"if only"

are fighting words

a fighting thought

an attack up reality/yourself

if x was different, reality/life would be better

we are seeing through illusions eyes

whenever we think the word/thought "if"

reality is wholly perfect

from the viewpoint inside God

perfect peace, joy, love, laughter

there is no thought of "better"

we are so happy now

so full

so undenied

to be totally happy

is  to be totally undenied

the thought "if" is a neon sign

we are in denial of what we are

when we are truly in love

there are no ifs

there is only ecstatic love

thinking "if" comes from a very small viewpoint

it only has so much

a small set amount

and can't afford to lose

anything

it counts its change carefully

and says it will pay,

i will trade you this small thing

if you will give me that small thing

and we all remain tiny

God knows no "ifs"

God is everywhere all the time

Love is always maximal

abounding

infinite

more than we can imagine

overflow

overflow

overflow

rushing to us

gushing in our hearts

no one in the world really hates ecstasy

and that's what we believe every time we think "if"

we have denied the infinite ecstasy we are

instead of "if"

we are overflowing with gratitude

crystal clarity sees only itself

there is nothing here that doesn't sparkle

and nothing we would desire to change