radiance

From you salvation radiates

with gifts beyond all meansure,

given and returned. (wbp357)

i smile and wave at the thoughts

of "not enough"

and "not worthy".

we used to be good friends

and spent a lot of time together.

now i smile and wave.

we needn't get into it any more

we've agreed to disagree

now i'm free

to go out and live

she is not dangerous

she is no longer threatening

no longer holds attraction

though sometimes she dresses up

and invites me to spend the night

i have new friends now

i have Truth and Majesty

and Radiance and Joy

and Beauty

and Glory!

and Wholeness

Relaxation

and

Being

i have Rest now

and Suppleness--

a supple mind,

not rigid

stuck and attached

my thoughts can flow

and radiate out into the world

bringing healing peace

and reminding us of our Godness

junior high was fun,

but its not a place for adults

we would manuver the Universe

flying freely from star to star

from joyous moment to joyous moment

on beams of light

effortless

timeless

gleefully

surprised

and delighted

at our Innocence!