accept the gifts!

do not overlook

this moment!

Everything you ever need is yours now

Joy is at your service

See the gifts everywhere pouring forth

in this moment!

notice!

and give thanks...

Life is overflowing now!

the future is completely imagined

we are making it up

Reality is here now

and we are so blessed

notice

the endless blessings

heir pollution

we allow

clean air

in our mind

a clean space

without pollution

pollution: pull not away from God/Clarity/Purity/Safety

to attacking clouds

to weapons/judgement

of

mass

destruction

today let our mind

be a bomb free zone

the only arms race that exists

is rooted in our mind

against our Self

today

would we bomb our Self

with Love

Joy

Humor

Appreciation

Reality

or death: denial of Joy/Innocence/Truth

it's our call

every moment

how much joy/peace

are we

willing

to accept/give/BE....?

the peace talks are NOW,

ourself with Everything....

i love you

or

i hate/need you to be different...

that's it....

Geneva is you.

and we give infinite thanks for this realization....

call for love

a headache

i call

for Love

She came,

was there already

Love is at your door

will you re cieve her?

today i allow

truth

to be

what it is

twisting

wringing out the clothes

for all i was worth...

i forgot Love was everywhere

in the sun shining down

in the moisture rising up

in the breeze

in the tender new shoots of grass

the soil under my feet

in all its microscopic creatures

and composting leaves

and big fat juicy earthworms

minerals of all kinds

seed germinating behind closed doors

and even water far underground

how could i know?

and far beyond that--rock

and melted rock

temperatures so high to melt rock

all going on right under my nose

and i am blind to all of this

miraculous transformation

one thing turning into another constantly

where is separation now?

when rocks can pour

and leaves become again

the soil they came out of?

who am i in this

swirl

this flowing

on one thing into another?

my breath right now feeds my plants

feeds the trees

i drink a sip of coffee

and somewhere very far away

a man gets paid for his labor

i smile

and another mind, Spirit

smiles back at me

is it that simple

to let Love in?

its that simple,

that there is no stopping it...

All Power

what do you really believe?

right this minute.

Decide!

Find out!

its Everything!

It's

your

Universe!

what do you really want?

Decide!

for you

nothing happens without your choice

Are you Love

or are you in denial?

How much Truth/God

are you willing to accept?

either God created you perfect

clear

radiant

alive!

or you are in denial

would you put all the power of the universe

for God

or

against?

sanity

or

insanity

a happy day

or

a sad one

it's that simple

the POWER of Decision is my own

God is in everything is see

be cause

God is in my mind

need!

i need

everything in my life right now

so i can learn

that

i don't

need

any of it

i need to be alone

so i can realize my delusion

of thinking another person can give me happiness

i need to prove/demonstrate/teach myself (my old thinking)

that my happiness comes from within me

i need to be alone

so i can

relax

and appreciate

the Love i am

so i can become more and more aware of

open to

the Mystery i am

the Joy

the Wonder

the Ecstasy

so i can fall in love

with my Self

so i can remember

God

Source

Truth

and rejoice

so i can experience more joy

than i have ever imagined

(while believing the thought "i need someone.....")

so i can experience the Comfort

that is forever with me

so i can know

that i can never be abandoned

ever

that it is truly

impossible

to be

not the

Happiness

that i am

and was created out of

if i have any resistance to being alone

i am pulling the wool over my eyes

in denial

about what is

we all love to laugh

our sense of humor is our best friend

who else could possibly be more interested in you

than you?

no better listener

no better lover

than

God

Herself.....:-)))))

alone

is impossible

an unbelievable

belief

question it

and all happiness is ours

now

impressing

i noticed

i am trying to impress....

all about image

surface

not real

you will always feel scared then

fragile

frail

impress

im press

pressing down on

impression

heavy weight upon you

to change your form

i want to change

your thinking

build sand castles in your mind

images of me

sparkling in the sun

so great

so wonderful

but why?

the sea soon melts them forever

and where am i then?

can this be

where i want to be

inflicting my imagination

on you?

oh dear friend

i apologize to us both

deceit

is not where joy is found

today i would lay

my image of myself

down

it is but a dream anyway

in silence i rest

and allow

Reality

to be

instead

con verse

con vers ation

this is sacred

a chance for people to hear

themselves

con verse: something in reversed order, relation, action

re verse

re say

their thinking

when we allow them to speak

when we offer our silence

a holy pause

a safe space

to place

their thoughts

their words

their heart

that it be illumined

understood

transformed

in the light

of another mind

the child

and the Mother

are One

again

marching...

in defenselessness

i watch the troops

the armies

row after row of soldiers

marching

armed

muscled

trained

to seek out

and kill

without asking any questions

just follow orders

or

you are courtmartialed

imprisoned yourself

i watch

the troops in my mind

instilling fear

by the image

armies of cancer cells

heavy boots

trampling innocent children

helpless against such

mindless

robots

whose very job description

is

murder

is it this image that brings fear

or

did fear

bring this image?

all happiness

all safety

the end of war

is in this answer

for fear surely

brought forth

this image

of brother

of self

as enemy

as capable of murder

whose job it is in this world

is but to kill

to destroy

in order to keep safe

insanity

this is the viewpoint

brought to us now

by

Love

in the very midst

of chaos

in the midst

of sickness

the Healer

remains

always

what if?

God:

what would happen

if i walked right in to

the hurricane

the terror?

just sat

smack in the middle of

the dark night

coming from inside of me

wriggling

crawling

pulling

my whole body

into distortion

uncomfortable

levels

positions

concoctions

poisonous thoughts

snakes

shooting through my

arms

and legs

and chest

no spot

but one

the eye

of

peace

there

always there

unseen by the torrents

speeding around it

always chasing and

leading

to themselves...

God:

what if

darkness, loud noise

commotion

chaos

doesn't stop me?

twenty generations...

Love extends outward

simply because

it cannot be contained. (test 112)

it is bigger than every idea

and contained within it

space between the lines

awareness looking now at....

not the thing itself

space, not form

awareness

behind me

looking at "me",

at everything

watching "me"

i cannot be the "me"

body

image

personality

past beliefs

perceptions

of the ancient

projected,

passed on

children seen

only through the eyes of parents

the ancient

the archaic

belief

i meet now

face to face

at the fire ring

so we meet at last

it is you

who spoke forever in my head

you, ancient warrior,

caveman

i pause now

finally in the apparent time

twenty generations later

great great great grandfather

or

Jesus

perfect peace

Father of all that is

or

superstition

myth

contrived meaning

hypotheses

of creation

silence

let us rest

peace to my mind

let all my thoughts be still

silence

is neither male

or female

radiance has no

family tree

no ancestors

nor descendants

Eternity

remains

shining now

there is nothing

i would still hold on to

in place

of this...

meeting yourself

lonely

feels so good

it feels so good

to give it a name

to be with her

hold her in my arms

come sit with her

"thank you for sharing your whole existence with me

i am so sorry for throwing you out

for abandoning you

for trying to pretend

you didn't exist

squishing you into a dark container

in the bottom of my mind

while wearing you on my body

carrying you in plain sight all over town

not knowing

your harmlessness

believing only in no escape

from this hell

this predicament...

the answer now

is in front of my face

the moment has arrived

the secret to happiness

eternal life

love

inner peace

the ultimate end of all forms of war

be

with

all

your feelings

it won't kill you

on the contrary

it is the only place

you will ever find

true

lasting

peace

you

meet

you

there is nothing to fear

just sit with it

give it a name

acknowledge it

"know thyself"

what am i feeling?

i am feeling....

now

i am back home

i am oozing with...(self knowledge)

she settles back down now

stillness

the ripple almost gone

what a quaint little ripple :-)

i'm feeling lonely

lonely...

and alive

so full and overflowing

only something very alive

could feel at all

these strong strong strong feelings

are a sign of life,

not death

curious

now

of this arena i have run from

blockaded myself out of

all my life

what exactly are you?

what exactly is this feeling?

i open to it

investigate

inhabit it fully

here is my complete rescue

everything returned to me

no speck of myself

damaged

or unacceptable

but

precious

valued

wholly recognized

let loneliness

sing her heart out

and your song

is returned to you

there is no song

that is

wrong

to

sing

only a bandage over the mouth

will feel like death

but it is inevitable

the bandage

must

fall

life sings

and

sings

and

sings

all the notes

amen.

what is that?

sprinkler

cat

clouds

pool

enough

more than enough

alone

more than enough

far more

than enough...

being

without denial

full

overflowing

so so so full

fossil

pebble

creek

wading

cool moss

squishy log

enough

far more than enough

no time

just here

nothing else in mind

fascinating cat

always new

never the same twice

love

never can be

bored

always endless

open

whole

seeing everything for the first time

the child is so very very

well-thy

"what is that?"

the adult forgot

it doesn't know...

now,

again...

what is that?

feel it :-)

it's you!!!!

money does grow on trees...

money does grow

on trees

is

a fountain

God

Being

Love

only gives increase

a tree bears fruit

cherries blossom

fruit

ripen

on and on and on and on....

the earth gives and gives and gives...

we

give and give and give

every moment

we give back

CO2

water

heat

skin cells

sound

laughter

smiles

hugs

thought

gratitude

there is no stopping

this fountain

of life/love

we did not start it

we cannot pause it

for an instant

goodness simply keeps coming...

notice

mercy...

it is impossible to deny/destroy/wipe out

mercy

as soon as you think of it

it starts giving itself to you

mercy

what is it?

it tells you

it softens

opens

reminds

selects circumstances and images

evokes feelings

of

mercy

returned now

to your mind,

to your

attention

mercy is a thought

to think of it

is to give life to it

do you want it

or

something else?

your answer

is

your life