need!

i need

everything in my life right now

so i can learn

that

i don't

need

any of it

i need to be alone

so i can realize my delusion

of thinking another person can give me happiness

i need to prove/demonstrate/teach myself (my old thinking)

that my happiness comes from within me

i need to be alone

so i can

relax

and appreciate

the Love i am

so i can become more and more aware of

open to

the Mystery i am

the Joy

the Wonder

the Ecstasy

so i can fall in love

with my Self

so i can remember

God

Source

Truth

and rejoice

so i can experience more joy

than i have ever imagined

(while believing the thought "i need someone.....")

so i can experience the Comfort

that is forever with me

so i can know

that i can never be abandoned

ever

that it is truly

impossible

to be

not the

Happiness

that i am

and was created out of

if i have any resistance to being alone

i am pulling the wool over my eyes

in denial

about what is

we all love to laugh

our sense of humor is our best friend

who else could possibly be more interested in you

than you?

no better listener

no better lover

than

God

Herself.....:-)))))

alone

is impossible

an unbelievable

belief

question it

and all happiness is ours

now