love letter: open heart

what am I
without the thought
"i am a thing"?

limitless,
light
end of compulsions/guilt,
uncontained

soft
not solid
amorphous

I spread out and be all of it,

not a thing, 

but everything

All of It
playground,
never become "it" (a separate thing)
can't become any thing else,
still This

without a name "joy schultz",
no anchor
the strings are cut,
nothing to hold "me" in,
to "locate" me,
to "time" me
no separation

I am not a body. I am free.
I am All there Is.
infinite
all possibilities
open
love
life
spirit
conflict free
tranquil
gentle
timeless
changeless
primary
kind
creative
pure
clear
weightless
grand

the pyramids
Egypt
pharoahs
Cleopatra
Mona Lisa
Leonardo
Bach
Beethoven
the Beatles
live
in
"Me"

they come and they go
amazing grace

every sound
every bird
every fish
every whale
plane
tank
bomb and bullet
police, fire, security guard
prostitute
field of corn

I Am All This

it's not in me,
it is me

conciousness pictured

mind boggling--
mind cannot comprehend,
beyond physical laws,
it says impossible

but I
Am
under no laws but Limitlessness,
not "scientists",
laws of illusion

Experience
is Everything

mind is another matter,
it lies

what am i
without the thought
that 'i am a thing'?

Love is not a thing.
Love has no borders,
no differences
no distinctions
no time
no space
no container
no limits
no conditions
no form

and all forms

All of It
no thing excluded

doesn't that feel truer?

I am not a thing?
I Am All there is

Wow!

So much love to all of "you", sweethearts,
my dearest Self