we defer to God

we would escape our own condemnation (t582)

our own suicide

we are all suicidal

holy cow!(it all makes so much sense now.....no more wondering....if we'll ever have "world peace".....or......)

a part of us all is wishing to die(we no longer blame Congress :-)))))) or chocolate ice cream....for our problems....)

to kill our self

to hack and destroy

what is putrid (only complete honesty will take us home....Hit shit and you will want to get out.......:-)))shit is the gift of motivation

self hatred  (is not where we want to spend our vacation.....)

it MUST be that something has gone wrong

how could it be that a thing created could/would truly will to destroy itself?

if life is the destruction of itself--there is NOTHING,

and never could anything exist

what would destroy

could not create/love/be joyous in the first place

so it must be that what created us 

is still there

because we have not suceeded in destroying ourself

though we have longed to for ever so long

it must be that we are being lived by something else

that is indestructible

no matter what our illusion of reality  is

though we destroy our bodies

and attack ourselves all day long

IT HAS HAD NO EFFECT!!!!

mistakes are powerless against truth

today we give it up

we recognize our futile efforts 

have been nothing at all

we give thanks for this light

for the Sanity of this revealed to us

and now DEFER TO GOD/JOY/PEACE

Infinite Purity of Thought

as our Creator

as our sole standard of Reality/Truth

the nothingness of our deathwish 

once felt as heavy and paralyzing

is but a puff of smoke

that is gone forever

Love is

Love is strong

Love is invulnerable

Love is all there ever was, is, or ever will be

and only this is true.

an imagined raindrop

did not put out the Sun

in deep gratitude,

Joy