that i got from my Work partner....
i am starting to get the joke....
i believed my whole life
i hated violence
and i have realized
i was the biggest fan of all!
i pushed the button in my mind
over and over and over and over and......
and played out the violent movies
i accepted the invitation
gladly jumped on the ticket of admission
to the story of hell, suffering, and eternal damnation
ME!!!!
no Baptist minister
no violent video game maker
no rich Hollywood movie maker capitalizing on the lower drives of human beings
no crime tv show
no NEWS reporter or editor and filter of what the public is fed
no politician justifying war in the name of democracy, peace and freedom
no military industrial complex needing violence for its perpetuation
no gang member living out his inevitable cultural beliefs
no one else has flipped the switch inside my mind every moment of the day
take back ownership
of your Space
Ship
of this moment
there is no Hollywood director
but You
every thought that is not loving
is murder!!!! (a Course in Miracles...p?)
every single unloving thought
is a violent video game
is innocent child abuse
bitch no more
at the world
out there!
there is no out there!!!!
i(my thinking) am the problem
i am the Answer
how incredibly funny
that i never saw myself
as such a fan
of violence
killing the bull with my own hands
nailing myself to the cross
what a trickster/deniar i've been
to lay this on someone else
"try not to shape this day
as you believe would benefit you most.
for you cannot conceive of all the happiness
that comes to you without. your. plan.....:-)))
This is my Eastertime
and I would keep it holy.
I will not defend(defense is the first act of war)
myself, because God needs no defense
against the truth of His reality."(wbp256.26)
today
i leave the tv off
in my mind
(silence)
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