honesty
light
consistency
unhiddenness
is the answer to everything
our only problem is trying to(illusion of) hide thoughts
keeping some thoughts separate
from ourself, thus others
we judged them so quickly we weren't really aware of it
and tried to bury them/push them away
and so we FEEL deep in us tension
pressure
constant effort to keep
these thoughts away from our awareness
to keep them hidden
we keep trying to prove
our innocence
our worth
our value
to ourselves/the world
but at the same time
our hidden separate thought is attacking our innocence
we do constant battle to defend our self worth
through our special
"love"
job
money
career
service
sacrifice
family
endless skills
education
friends
vacations
hobbies
clothes
make up
Christmas presents.....
moving up the ladder
becoming more spiritual
getting more of anything and everything
adding on and on and on
making list after list because none of it has ever worked for long.....
trying to be enough of something
trying everything under the sun!
all in an effort
not to look at
one deeply buried thought of fear
today we do not ask for more of anything
instead we let everything we have ever valued go
we were wrong about everything
today we are silent
we are empty
we are open
peace
J
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