ridiculous

on the back of a bus...

"are you living with schizophrenia

or bipolar disorder...."

oh yes! :-)))))))))))))))

we all are

we've denied our deepest pain

have no idea we are infinite love

and believe that we are not what we are

and it scares the hell out of us

we so want to know that God is here

that we are Spirit

that this world is the effect

of our confused thinking

and that as our thinking straightens out

so will our experience in this world......

but the schizophrenic egoworld answer

to this frightened frantic mind......

is.....

"you may be eligible 

for

a

clinical

research 

study!!!!!!!

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yes! absolutely brilliant!  

that should solve everything!

first, of course,

we will isolate you ! 

see you as very separate from ourselves

then, 

we will pop you

 right into one of those cheery little petri dishes...:_)))

yes, yes....just like the kind you loved in school 

where you grew that slimy jelly kind of stuff

yes, some very good memories....

and then,

 we will measure your deficiencies very regularly 

and very very carefully

and  we will record this

and of course, we will share 

this description of your inadequacies with all the world

we just  might even post it on the internet

so that it can benefit all of mankind...

oh how very very loving!

oh what a very jolly good idea!!!

that should be very comforting

to this totally freaked out child

no no no no.....

no such thing as a hug or two

or loving reassurance that Jesus loves you

(that's not scientific, not rational,not verifiable or reproducible you know.....)

no no

just a bit of numbers 

should do it!

well, thank you so very much, dear science,

for your cold hard facts...

i thank you, Jesus,

for the humor i can now see in this/myself

light shining into  the hidden dark corners of our mind

shows us once more

that there is only one of us --not two (or three or four or five or six.....)

it is but Love that cures all our schizo dis-ease...

in Love's safety  and innocence all our ugly phantoms can come out to play and be healed--no more need to hide anything

we are sustained 

and nourished 

by the Love of God!!!!!

not petri dishes.....

love,

J